假期让人颓废，这话一点也没错。
自放大假以来，就觉得自己越来越堕落了，生活一再地颠倒。时至今日，我竟然在凌晨五六点才得以入眠！终日双眼疲累，精神不佳不说，最重要的是完完全全地拖累了我写作的进度。看着这一两个星期以来故事迟迟没能进展，我真的很气愤自己！但无奈现下的状态又怎么能写得一篇用词到点的故事呢……
最近又开始烦升学的事了。虽然自己由始至终意志都很坚定，清楚地知道自己要拿的是什么科系，但最近查了最新出炉的积分后，又犯起杞人忧天了。看了往年只有6个华裔得到此科系，而最低积分的人也有3.7后，我就感到前路的荆棘越长越多了。除了首选的科系以外，其他的科系我真的没那股热忱，我确实做到爱己所选，但假说那是从一开始就被逼而选的，我就办不到！
近来也看了不少奖学金的资料，是有考虑私立学府，但我真的感到很无言，很愤怒。明明有说STPM是最难的考试之一，至少就比matriculation和A-level难度高出许多，但我发现奖学金申请方面却非常不公！同样的奖学金，STPM的条件却是最高的（打比说，STPM要3A，matriculation CGPA 3.5以上，A-level2A1B）请问这算什么？不止如此，那么多个团体提供奖学金申请，但我发现他们的条件都完全类似，可以说是完全一样！这又表示了什么？只给同一群人机会？那些擦身而过的就活该？罢了！这个话题我也不想多说什么。
之后，最近阴差阳错地让我看到了关于几年前博大丑闻。我这人一旦被挑起兴趣，就会不断地挖掘更多这方面的资料，以满足我的好奇心。这一挖，还真是让我“获益良多”，见识了这个国家原来不止政治腐败，就连大学里头也是一塌糊涂，乌烟瘴气！只能怪自己在SPM期间还没彻底地培养起阅读兴趣，让当时的我错过了这么一单大丑闻。从2006年的新闻一直追到今年二月期间的校园选举风波。这一查当场使我当初那对国立大专憧憬的火焰熄灭了，没想到都已经时隔5年，丑陋的事情也一并地延续下来。让我感到疑惑的是，当年贻笑大方，堪称名誉扫地的博大校长屁股竟然仍紧紧地黏在这个位子上，真是让人无言。因此，我绝对没把这所大学放在考量里。（反正也没有我要的科系）难怪人家会说什么都不知道的人是最幸福的，现在的我真的感同身受。说穿了，国立大专是我唯一的选择，看穿了它的丑陋只会让我自己难受。
无论如何，尚若大学给不到我第一选择的话，我绝对会断然拒绝，选择另一所学府。毕竟做自己不喜欢的东西只会憋死自己。我不介意贷款惹得一身债，反正来日方长，最重要的还是不要让自己抱憾终生。
2010年3月17日星期三
Effortless English System
Everything was just a coincidence.As you know I'm quite free lately and that's why I'm always wandering in facebook.And one day I found out something caught my eyes.Improving my english has been my target for so many years.So without second thought,I clicked in and see what so special about this effortless english system.
I'm quite surprised after reading some articles in the homepage of EES.The ideas of learning impressed me and without any doubt I joined the free email course.There are 7 rules to be taught in the course.I have learned the first three rules and I believe it will work one day.So,I'm here to share this to everyone.
http://effortlessenglishclub.com/ (Something wrong with my blog setting causing the failure to use the link option.Simply copy and paste it than =)
Good thing should be spread out.Hope it will help people who wish to improve their english speaking like me.Have a good day. =)
I'm quite surprised after reading some articles in the homepage of EES.The ideas of learning impressed me and without any doubt I joined the free email course.There are 7 rules to be taught in the course.I have learned the first three rules and I believe it will work one day.So,I'm here to share this to everyone.
http://effortlessenglishclub.com/ (Something wrong with my blog setting causing the failure to use the link option.Simply copy and paste it than =)
Good thing should be spread out.Hope it will help people who wish to improve their english speaking like me.Have a good day. =)
2010年3月8日星期一
Dilemma
唉……只能说落到今时今日如斯田地，一切都是咎由自取。
前几天大家约出来谈Langkawi三日游的行程，而我就只关注在那里的消费。老实说，当初那股想和朋友一起去旅行的欲望已经越来越淡了。不知道自己是否渐渐对各种东西都冷感了，很多东西到了手后就不闻不问，很多行程近在眼前时就突然说不想去了。
然，这一次最主要的冷感理由是我山穷水尽了！目前为止，我似乎只有一次工作经验，而且赚得也不多。求学期间每天就靠着微薄的零用钱过日子，然后就待新年到来，把红包钱全存进户口里。基本上一年我才存一笔小财进户口里。一年才存一次，可不容易呐！所以打死我也不会动用里头的钱，而且户口也由阿姨代为管理，我还发现阿姨不时会存些钱给我，这使我更不可以打这笔钱的注意了。
话说我有跟自家大哥讨论过这件事，心想他一直以来都待我不薄，应该可以借到一些钱，最终他是妥协了，但只肯借我RM300，而且也有朋友说肯若我不够钱的话，他也可以伸出援手。这一切更使我更加没那个兴致了。为了去玩个三天两夜，就得负债累累，搞不好还会破坏一段得来不易的关系，到头来还不是一场空。没钱就不应该想这些！没错！当初我真不知道自己那根筋不对才会参加的。想想好像是因为某个朋友说有很便宜的机票……看来我贪小便宜的现象已日渐严重，目光也渐渐地短浅了。
我觉得自己这种人有时候挺可悲的。遇到一件事，开始我会乐观其行，然而想得越多，想得越深，事情就会渐渐走向无底深渊，到时候惟一的解决方法就只剩抽离自己，让自己回到原点。
进退两难也是无可奈何，只希望下一次自己能更圆滑些。
前几天大家约出来谈Langkawi三日游的行程，而我就只关注在那里的消费。老实说，当初那股想和朋友一起去旅行的欲望已经越来越淡了。不知道自己是否渐渐对各种东西都冷感了，很多东西到了手后就不闻不问，很多行程近在眼前时就突然说不想去了。
然，这一次最主要的冷感理由是我山穷水尽了！目前为止，我似乎只有一次工作经验，而且赚得也不多。求学期间每天就靠着微薄的零用钱过日子，然后就待新年到来，把红包钱全存进户口里。基本上一年我才存一笔小财进户口里。一年才存一次，可不容易呐！所以打死我也不会动用里头的钱，而且户口也由阿姨代为管理，我还发现阿姨不时会存些钱给我，这使我更不可以打这笔钱的注意了。
话说我有跟自家大哥讨论过这件事，心想他一直以来都待我不薄，应该可以借到一些钱，最终他是妥协了，但只肯借我RM300，而且也有朋友说肯若我不够钱的话，他也可以伸出援手。这一切更使我更加没那个兴致了。为了去玩个三天两夜，就得负债累累，搞不好还会破坏一段得来不易的关系，到头来还不是一场空。没钱就不应该想这些！没错！当初我真不知道自己那根筋不对才会参加的。想想好像是因为某个朋友说有很便宜的机票……看来我贪小便宜的现象已日渐严重，目光也渐渐地短浅了。
我觉得自己这种人有时候挺可悲的。遇到一件事，开始我会乐观其行，然而想得越多，想得越深，事情就会渐渐走向无底深渊，到时候惟一的解决方法就只剩抽离自己，让自己回到原点。
进退两难也是无可奈何，只希望下一次自己能更圆滑些。
2010年3月2日星期二
So this is how the government works for it?
First of all,I must say that I love Malaysia very much.No doubt about it!
Recently,there's a hottest issue among my friends.That is several problems encountered while we applied university via online service which is created by the government,ministry of advanced education Malaysia to be specific.
I still remember clearly when I have filled up the application form and clicked the confirm button.To be safe,I checked it again to make sure everything is correct so that to avoid my application being nullify as stated in the end of the form.The first problem I encountered was at that time.I noticed that my PLKN mark has been altered to 100!I was very sure that I put 0 as stated on my extra-curricular activities certificate.But thank god,there's no other problems occurred after I changed it back.
After I did some studies on some courses.I intended to change the sequence of my choice of courses.So here comes the second problem which is very similar to the first one.After I "updated" my application form and submitted it,I found that my GPA for extra-curricular activities mark was not filled.Although I might have some vision problem,but I'm damn confidence that I did not leaved it blank!Well,there's no choice,I have to change it back.But when I filled up my GPA,it appeared that the sequence of my choice of courses were back to initial...As the result,I'm sick of changing it and just let it be!Damn it!It's all the system's fault!Well,system is created by man.So it's all the creator's fault after all!
And recently,I heard one of my friends told me that many of them faced yet another problem,that is they are categorized as "STPM 2008".Give me a break...
Well,I know this is the first year the government "finally has such technology" for the students to apply university via internet.So problems arise are inevitable.But everybody knows there's something called internal testing!Would you ever expected a company will sell their product before they did internal testing?
I think there's surely many of the STPM students had revealed the problems to the relevant units including me who had sent an e-mail to the relevant unit,but yet the problems persisted.Well,everybody knows "how efficiency are the Malaysia government officials".Let's just pray they will fix the problem as fast as possible.
I'm sick of talking this anymore.But I hope the Malaysia government stops spoiling the name of my beloved country...
Recently,there's a hottest issue among my friends.That is several problems encountered while we applied university via online service which is created by the government,ministry of advanced education Malaysia to be specific.
I still remember clearly when I have filled up the application form and clicked the confirm button.To be safe,I checked it again to make sure everything is correct so that to avoid my application being nullify as stated in the end of the form.The first problem I encountered was at that time.I noticed that my PLKN mark has been altered to 100!I was very sure that I put 0 as stated on my extra-curricular activities certificate.But thank god,there's no other problems occurred after I changed it back.
After I did some studies on some courses.I intended to change the sequence of my choice of courses.So here comes the second problem which is very similar to the first one.After I "updated" my application form and submitted it,I found that my GPA for extra-curricular activities mark was not filled.Although I might have some vision problem,but I'm damn confidence that I did not leaved it blank!Well,there's no choice,I have to change it back.But when I filled up my GPA,it appeared that the sequence of my choice of courses were back to initial...As the result,I'm sick of changing it and just let it be!Damn it!It's all the system's fault!Well,system is created by man.So it's all the creator's fault after all!
And recently,I heard one of my friends told me that many of them faced yet another problem,that is they are categorized as "STPM 2008".Give me a break...
Well,I know this is the first year the government "finally has such technology" for the students to apply university via internet.So problems arise are inevitable.But everybody knows there's something called internal testing!Would you ever expected a company will sell their product before they did internal testing?
I think there's surely many of the STPM students had revealed the problems to the relevant units including me who had sent an e-mail to the relevant unit,but yet the problems persisted.Well,everybody knows "how efficiency are the Malaysia government officials".Let's just pray they will fix the problem as fast as possible.
I'm sick of talking this anymore.But I hope the Malaysia government stops spoiling the name of my beloved country...
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