2009年12月30日星期三

The end of 2009

I wonder how fast the time passes by when you're not realized it.Soon 2009 will come to an end,and it's the starting of 2010.

Frankly speaking,2009 has been a great year to me.Despite there's disaster all over the world,but I gained so much in this year.Plus 2009 has come out with many great movies especially Saw VI.

Upper six life is so great.It's the first time I study everything in the syllabus for certain subjects,but before that my study style is kinda like only pick some important topics to study and that's all I'm going to sit for the examination.Of course the friends are great,but there's still some misunderstanding among the friends.That should be come to an end by right.2010 is just ahead,let go of something unnecessary,we can't bear it forever!

Guess I will feel emptiness for a while,but since facebook is there to connect all of us,so I guess I should worry for my result instead.Next year will be another turning point in my life.Everything will be entirely different from secondary school.Presentation,assignment,group discussion which rarely conducted in Form 6 will become part of the life.But what I worried the most is about something which we never handle before,R&D for instance.Well,things will not turn out that awful,this is what I believe for now.End of depressing topic.

Well,I'm looking forward to visit Langkawi in the coming April.This will be the furthest trip I take so far.Nevertheless,I should earn some traveling expenses for now.Before that,chinese new year and STPM result release day will come first.Still a fairly long way to go.

Anyway,wish everybody happy new year.Let's pray very hard so that 2010 will be a wonderful year,peace and brilliant.Not to forget to pray for better result for our STPM examination.Well then,until the advent of 2010,farewell.

2009年12月29日星期二

司法本来就应该严苛

刚看了新闻报导关于中国裁定运毒的英国男子死刑。英国方面想当然是反声连连,让其他国家来裁决自己的人,就如同别人家教训自己的儿子,任谁都不爽。

以我这个第三者看来,我是大力赞成中国这么做。司法本来就应该严苛,犯罪就得接受制裁,就那么简单。运毒本来就是人神共愤的事,人人得以诛之。想想看如果今天不制裁这个人,那日后他可能会害更多的人,而那些直接受害的人,可能又会牵连家庭。这种连锁关系的影响力可不是一般人能想像的。虽说这个英国男子被证实有精神病,是应该得饶人处且饶人的,但如果就这么放生他,他只会继续被人利用,这样只会拖累更多更多的人。虽然我本人并不是太赞成处死,怎么说也有点过火,但既然事情已成定局,我们也只能感叹他命薄啊。

话说回来,这让我想起美国的司法制度。没错,美国讲究人权是好事一件,但有些时候我觉得这个机制太不圆滑了。一个夺去三十多条宝贵生命的“人渣”也只判终身监禁,或监禁个几百年,这样的判决恰不恰当,我想天下人都心里有数。美国是个能自由拥有枪械的国家,在司法方面就应该更严苛一点。既然美国政府让人民拥有枪械,就应该定下更严厉的法律,那人们才知道拥有枪械就应该更谨慎,一旦误用就没有回头路走,那治安也自然会好很多。但现今的法律却处处讲人权,杀人不用死刑。爱杀谁就杀谁,反正到时候也不过是判个几年,而且行为良好还有得减刑,搞不好才进去年多就放人了,出来后又是一条好汉啦。我会这么想,其他人当然也会这么想,所以你说美国能不天天死人吗?之前还听说过有些个案,说某杀人犯被人报警捉了,另走前杀人犯还放下狠话对那个报案的人说:“我会回来找你的。”怎知道关了几年,杀人犯一出牢就回去杀掉那个人了。这样的司法漏洞难道美国政府看不到吗?有些人可能还情有可原,但有些人却是不能姑息的。生命是多么的宝贵,不是说关罪犯个几年就能抵偿的。再说免费养那些十恶不赦的罪犯到底有什么好处?望他们有一天回头是岸,然后为国贡献吗?


虽然其他国家的司法制度我无权评论,但我只想说“司法本来就应该严苛”,这样才能减低干坏事的人,世界也得以平静不少。

2009年12月27日星期日

未来

对未来的不确定,我想那是人生成长的一环。尤其在这个年龄,懂得思考,需要打算,付诸行动,未来才能掌握在手里。无奈未来始终很遥远……

今天中国报寄来了我前阵子在青春说里所投的稿的稿费。一篇我才用了不到三十分钟就写完的心情分享就获得了RM30的回报,这对我而言无疑是幸喜若狂的,但随之而来的却是无穷的压力。

哥哥鼓励我尝试跟中国报编辑谈,看能否让我长期投稿,藉此来铺好未来的路。哥哥在很早以前就为我定下了写稿人的理想。他常夸我写得好,但尽管他不断地赞扬,我仍然感到不安。“自己真的写得好吗?”“自己凭什么去和人家谈?”“人家又会怎么认为?”无数的疑问使我却步。

我总是踏不出第一步。总是不断地找借口让自己去逃避。总是需要一段很长的时间说服自己。然后,到了不得不面对时才发现当初自己有多傻,那紧绷到身体也会发抖的心情有多无谓。尽管如此,直到今天自己仍是这个摸样。面对自己不想面对的东西时,有什么比逃避还来得更有效?面对问题的勇气对我来说是那么地遥不可及。劣根性岂可是一两天就能连根拔起的。

周遭的很多事情都时常提醒着自己,思绪也总是不知不觉地想到未来。很不安,很不确定,以后的自己该何去何从?逃避现实固然没用,也总该给点时间自己去酝酿勇气,但这种情况到底要持续到什么时候?老是紧张,老是被压力压着,但就是甩不开它,这样下去到底会如何?明明是很清楚自身的问题,身边也确实有人在推自己一把,而解决的方法也掌握在手,但就是踏不出那沉重的一步。

青春或许需要磨练才可成熟起来,但时间从来就不等人。未来到底会如何?迷失了……迷失在自己的弱点里……

2009年12月22日星期二

We are human,thus we lie

I just finished reading a psychology-related book last week.Well,it's about time for me to comment some of the points stated in the book which is quite related to biology.

I found out this point interesting - we will forget some depressing memory due to natural selection,cause this will help us live better and thus leave more offspring.This remind me a news I read two weeks ago.A counselor said that victim of rape will forget the incident happen on them,but like what the counselor said they just forget.So,when something which can bring back the memory occur,they will realize everything.When I related both of it,yes the point does make sense.If we forget that horrible memory,we do survive better.Another example which is quite connected is that almost of us have forgotten our infancy memory.This remind me what the elderly said,infant can see "dirty thing".If this is true,than the point is again make sense.

Another point stated in the book is so true,but maybe will lead to some misunderstanding and arise of lame excuse.Lie is neither good nor bad,it's just something we need in order to survive.Yes,there is uncountable lie in the nature.Some animals need to lie in order to evade their predator,some need to lie to get foods,some need to lie to complete their life cycle.Therefore,in simple and accurate way,lie is needed to survive.

Well,I guess the rest of the points stated in the book are inclined theory which is too bored to be understood.So,hope you can "digest" these.