The most awful moment of truth

So it comes.STPM result for my year is coming out on this coming thursday(25/02).

I don't know how to put it.I just felt like the whole body was shivering for some reason soon after I heard the news.But what so contradiction was I really looking forward to it the moment I finished the examination.I was like too eager to know the result as fast as possible.But it turn out I'm so scared when it finally comes.

You know...I didn't had luck for public examination.Although I may do well in normal examination,but I always ended up with disappointed result in the real exam and I didn't know why.I know I didn't study all,but I really put 200% effort.

I have to get into UKM.This is my target and most importantly it's my only choice I guess as my family has no extra money for me to study in private university.Anyway,just hope the result turn out with what I hope for though the chances maybe petty.As for others,I hope you guys can pass the examination with flying color.Hope all of us can get into university.May the God bless all of us.